Remembering you!

Melancholia's creeping in. It's crawling in under my skin. It's gnawing it's way into my heart & wrapping it's tentacles around my throat, choking me. I'm aching all over.

I remember you with a child's heart & a woman's tears. I ache for every tender moment, every wonderful memory. I ache for the yesterdays already passed and of the tomorrows without you here.

I'm bereft with sadness. I wish you were still here. If only!

You know you're favourite time of the year fast approaches and every Christmas carol I hear, I think of you. The mere sight of a tin of Roses Chocolates evokes wonderful images in my mind. I loved that we shared the same favourite chocolate, Turkish Delight!! The best hey! I think that you might possibly have another favourite if only you were here to try it. It's Cadbury's Marvelous Creations, milk chocolate with chips of clinkers, marshmallow & raspberries. Sounds yummy hey!

You were always there. I miss that, knowing you're there.

I miss you Nanny, I miss everything about you!

I miss your smile
I miss your cheeky laugh
I miss your sense of humour 
I miss your smell
I miss your cuddles
I miss your beautiful heart

I miss you and will love you always

We will see eachother one day...... Somewhere over the Rainbow. xxx