OH!

Oh my God! I can't even begin to imagine what lesson I am meant to take away from what transpired today. I am unable to comprehend these events. To throw away years of memories, shared moments of togetherness, how meaningless it must all have been to them. Most of all I feel sympathetic to the person to whom it was all directed. A time when a good turn was twisted & turned into something not good at all. When a kind gesture was turned into something it was not like a maliable piece of moulding clay.
An unforseeable event, something that one doesn't expect or plan for. It was like a tidal wave! Arrived unexpectedly & in it's path has left what seems to be an unfixable pile of destruction.
My nerves have been thrown into turmoil, my body overwhelmed by an uncontrolable tremble, quivering within, there is a tightening my throat & I am left numb to all that is happening around me.
I wish I could throw the rewind button & take it back to a place of peaceful pause or fast forward to a future where things have been mended & resolved. If only life were that easy!