Escape the Noise!

My head is full!

Full to the very brim!

I am so full of thoughts that sometimes I find it hard to sleep & be still. Sometimes my head is so overcrowded with thoughts that it clouds over & even the minutest of problems seem insurmountable.

There are questions ... thousands of questions bumping around in my head!

There is wonderment ... good & bad, over people, situations & current events.

There is worry ... over children, husband, work & family

There is anger ... over a world gone mad... war, hunger, terrorism, inequality, poor management of services, neglect among the most vulnerable.... there seem to be so many things that anger me at the moment that I don't know what to do. I feel like a little mouse in a canefield. A little insignificant. I would like to do something to change some of these things but how? Who would really want to listen to me? Can one person really make a difference?

There are lists... lists of things to do, lists of bills, lists of chores etc...it is never ending.

There is doubt ... doubt that I can do it all, doubt that I am a good enough person.

There is also love ... love for my husband, my family, my friends, my clients, my life, my world, my god.

To say that it is overwhelming would be an understatement but someday's are definitely better than others.

So tonight I will turn it off myself ... I will read, I will write, I will have a little drink, I will take a warm bath & listen to some soothing music. I will ESCAPE from this noisy place that is my head!